Sunday, May 31, 2009

A note to the world...

So I feel like it needs to be said after the experience last night...
SHIT belongs IN the toilet- not ON IT.
I really dont think that its that hard to make it in to the toilet.
Because thats just nasty.
Not to mention BAD FUCKING FORM.

Thank you.
That is all.

Thursday, May 28, 2009



Job interview at New Art Salon in 10 hours and counting... 
Ive got what I like to refer to as the "nervous shits". 
(Not so much fun.)
Oh, and I have no idea what to wear. 

But Ive decided to keep a positive outlook.
The world is my oyster, right?
Fingers crossed kids!

That is all- just needed to ramble momentarily.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Hyena Love...

Ever kissed a Robert, Tyler, Ryan, Andrew or Michael?
2 of those... which is ridiculous, because Im so gay. 
Sometimes i get drunk and do things. :/

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
Most of my friends are boys, and yes, we talk about things.

Does the last person you kissed hate you?
Im pretty sure thats a no.

If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed come to see you?
I suppose I would think so, but its doubtful I would be on life support, as my family would have to make that decision and my dad and I discussed this fairly recently, that neither of us want to be on life support if were likely to die or be brain damaged or basically fucked up forever afterward. Im all for DNR.

Are you currently frustrated with anyone or anything?
I feel like Im always frustrated with pretty much everything.
So yes.

Do you get high all the time?
No. I dont do those things anymore.
Except get my drunk on.

It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, what do you say?
Its not really unusual for me to get phone calls at 4 in the morning. 
And 9 times out of 10 Im awake anyway.

Looking back, did you ever think you'd be where you're at in life now?
I didnt think Id be this flustered about things though.
Oh to be blissfully naive again.

Do you like cuddling?
That depends on many factors.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
In life there is always going to be someone that doesnt like me... I have come to accept this easily.
There are plenty of people I dont care for, so why shouldnt everyone else have the same right?

Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
Like i said, most of my friends are male, and most of my family for that matter.
So yes.

Can you go in public looking like you do?
I currently look like i normally do when I am out in public, so yes.

Where will you be in 2 hours?
Most likely at home, but thats not certain. 
Nothing is ever certain.

What's something you really want right now?
A job that I actually enjoy.

Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
No. But I accidentally knocked a bathroom tile off a wall at a friends place with my elbow while trying to pull on my pants after a piss... I think the wall hurt me more than I hurt it.

Where were you at 2:00am this morning?
In my living room chatting with boys and cuddling with Forest.

What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
Nothing surprises me anymore.
I guess I would be pretty bummed out.

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
I would prefer a thunderstorm for sure.
I love listening to the rain right above my head.

Laptop or Desktop?
I ♥ my Mac laptop.
Even now that its ghetto rigged after a tragic accident.

What is your favorite thing to shop for?
Attire of every kind, and housewares... its a very strange pleasure on my part.

Have you ever fought over the opposite sex?
No. Im a homo, so any "relationships" Ive had with boys werent devastating in that aspect.

Would you rather own a snake or a rabbit?
Theyre pretty much amazing pets.

Do you have any shirts with funny sayings on them?
I find that (generally) quite tacky.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
I probably could- but I love to smoke. 
So at this moment in time, I wouldnt choose to do that.

Do you like to take walks?
Indeed! Walks are amazing.

How tall are you?
5' 1  and a 1/2"
Ive come to terms with my shortness.
I wear heels a lot to make my legs longer so I fit in pants better though.

Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
Who hasnt?

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Sometimes I feel like thats the story of my life, and Ive also come to terms with that.

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
Many times.

Do you think sex is bad at your age?
No. Sex is just a decision people make.
I guess maybe its wrong for some people, but I personally am in a fine place for sex.

Are you currently wearing any perfume or cologne?
I am indeed!
Today is: Burberry Touch for her.

What was the last thing you drank?

Has a song ever made you cry?
If Im in certain mindsets there is a long list of songs that make me very emotional.
Though actual crying is fairly rare.

Does anyone disgust you?
Oh fuck, let me check my list...

What do you really think of Starbucks Coffee?
I actually really enjoy it. 
But I do not partake often.

Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
I technically am "grown up" I think... 
And I couldnt tell you where I will be 6 months from now.
Im contemplating moving a few 1000 miles away for some perspective though.

What woke you up this morning?
My cat... shes very needy in the mornings.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
About 7 I think.

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Afternoon usually actually... my hair gets out of control if I shower at night and sleep on it.

Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
Its a long grey, 3/4 sleeve sweatshirt type thing with vertical pockets and a boatneck. 
Its very cozy and perfect for lazy days when I dont feel compelled to wear pants.

Who did you last give the finger to?
I dont even know... pretty sure it was to some asshole that almost took of the front bumper of my car when he cut me off. 
I dont like to honk the car horn really, so I result to hollering obscenities and making angry finger gestures... because Im evolved like that. 

Everyone's caught on to... 
(and I can't let you let me down again) 

So is that what you call a getaway? 
Well tell me what you got away with 
Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish 
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids 
Have another drink and drive yourself home 
I hope there's ice on all the roads 
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt 
then again when your head goes through the windshield 

Is that what you call tact? 
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back 
So let's end this call and end this conversation 
And is that what you call a getaway? 
Tell me what you got away with 
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed 
when you say "best friends" means friends forever 


Monday, May 25, 2009

Let's demonize our soft injuries...

Remember when you were the hunted
Remember when I swallowed you in
Remember the rewards shimmering on the floor
Off the plastic chandelier
Remember when I saw you in orbit
Remember when I pulled you back in
Remember looking on blinking into the dawn
Thinking how this will never end

Let's romanticize
Our beloved memories
Let's demonize
Our soft injuries
Can we get behind
Distortion and liberties
We're surrounded or spiraling

Remember when I played assassin
Remember when my joking turned grim
Remember how we thought if we followed the dots
It would stop all the accidents
Remember when you broke my halo
Remember when I tied your wings in
Remember how we slipped on the lies we equipped
Just to bring back the goods again

Let's romanticize
Our beloved memories
Let's demonize
Our soft injuries
Can we get behind
Distortion and liberties
We're surrounded or spiraling

Is it perfect in our little Hell
Are you dancing or stumbling beside me
Well this might not be
We'll just wait and see

So now that we've stopped hearing echoes
And now that the replay wore thin
Just remember who held you
Remember who held you
Remember who held you
Remember who held you
Remember who held you

Let's romanticize
Our beloved memories
Let's demonize
Our soft injuries
Can we get behind
Distortion and liberties
We're surrounded or spiraling

Is it perfect in our little Hell

Silversun Pickups new CD Swoon is amazing.
Buy it.
Listen to it.
Love it.

Seriously- its fucking haunting and amazing.