Sunday, October 31, 2010

Happy Halloween my dears.
I have nothing going on tonight which makes me sad.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Invisible Monsters

Read it.
It is amazing.


Thursday, October 28, 2010

If i put my hands around your wrists, would you fight them?

If I put my fingers in your mouth
Would you bite them?
So many things that I would do
If I had my way with you.
I can't keep secrets that I know
How you want me
You can tear your nails into my skin
You won't stop me
You can twist and scream into the air
But no one can hear you here

And there will be no tenderness
No tenderness
I will show no mercy for you
You have no mercy for me
The only thing that I ask
Love me mercilessly

All your shunning friends
that despise you to your face
What would they say now
If they saw you in this place?
Naked and breathless
Could you live with this disgrace?
Could you live, could you live,
Could you live with this?

I'm so fucking angry right now.
Amongst other things...


Thursday, October 21, 2010

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

My fucking neck kills.
F that S.
I don't know much, except Sousa is hillarious and amazing.


Friday, October 15, 2010


My dreams are fucking strange lately.
I am definitely not sleeping well.
But hey guess what...


I brought her home a week ago today, and she is amazing.
She will be 3 on the 29th of this month.
Her name is Sousa, and she's an American Staffordshire Terrier...
There are 2 strains of the pitbull, and she is the larger of them.
But she's a little girl for her breed.
Her personality makes up for her size.
And I couldn't be happier.
I'll definitely post some pictures soon, I've just been to busy this past week to get any that aren't on my phone.


Friday, October 08, 2010

Cherish your solitude.
Take trains by yourself.
Sleep alone under the stars.
Learn how to drive a stick shift.
Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back.
Say no whenever you don't want to do something.
Say yes if your instincts are strong, even if everyone else disagrees.
Decide whether you want to be liked or admired.
Decide if fitting in is more important than finding out what you're doing here.
Believe in kissing.

-Eve Ensler


Friday, October 01, 2010

Love and happiness are never the same thing. They go hand in hand, but ultimately are seperate entities.

I'm basically a neglectful blog parent...
I just haven't felt like saying much of anything the last few months.
I've been trying to hide away from contact of all sorts.
I might be done now, but no promises.

Lets recap, shall we?
  • I'm getting a new dog friend very soon... adopting from MARS, they've been wonderful and I'm fully approved as of yesterday. I'll start meeting dogs probably next week. STOKED!
  • Dealt with a whole lot of fuckery concerning my student loans and such.
  • Got in touch with someone I haven't talked to in years, and I'm glad I did.
  • I finally am feeling like my life is falling into place and that things are gradually improving.
  • Saw my bestie for a week, which was amazing. OBVIOUSLY.
  • I'm slowly starting to get working on my sleeve, and could not be more pleased about it.
  • Foxy and Storm are basically BFF now.
  • Rediscovering some of my favorite books, again.
  • Work has been fantastic... aside from the occasional assbags.
There is much more that I could say, but in the favor of discretion I will keep my mouth shut.

Next up... World domination.
But not really.
I'm definitely not that put together, yet.

Stay tuned, I've suddenly got more free time again.
More than likely, my psycho-babble will be resuming regularly.