And I really wish that they wouldn't.
But I guess I really only have so much say.
I am moving.
And it scares the shit out of me.
I don't even know where I am going, or how, or what im going to do.
And all I can feel is pressure and uncertainty.
Pressure from people, pressure in my head.
Pretty much everything.
I'm so scared of all these major changes at once.
I wish that I felt that I could deal with them as positive changes... but I'm too terrified I guess.
I hate feeling like this.