Sometimes things change...

And I really wish that they wouldn't.

But I guess I really only have so much say.

I am moving.

And it scares the shit out of me.

I don't even know where I am going, or how, or what im going to do.

And all I can feel is pressure and uncertainty.

Pressure from people, pressure in my head.

Pretty much everything.

I'm so scared of all these major changes at once.

I wish that I felt that I could deal with them as positive changes... but I'm too terrified I guess.

I hate feeling like this.